Dear You #2

Dear You,

I met you didn't I? Can I keep you? Will you keep me? I'm still holding on to that person I was when I wrote you that first letter. I realised something. Maybe letting go is all right? Holding on to the things that aren't meant to be is.... painful. And I guess you taught me that letting go means changing into something new... something better. Sometimes you just need to tidy up the clutter in your attic, throwing away things you don't need. People change. And it's okay. 

I didn't imagine our meeting would be so soon. I'd imagine I'd have to wait a really long time for something as good as you. Yet you are here, being that voice in my head telling me that I'm safe. And well, I guess you're a gift, the light at the end of a dark tunnel, if you may.  

So I write to you now, as a pledge to myself, that I will not be afraid to embrace something new. I've come a long way, it's a shame if I stopped my journey. I am strong. I am beautiful. I am confident. And I can be whoever I want to be. Thank you for fixing me. 

I'll be waiting until it all becomes gold... until I say "I do"

Yours forever, 

-Me

The Salmon Dance!

I'm pretty sure that the boy in the video is high. Anyways, this is one of my fav electro artist, The Chemical Brothers and I discovered them while I was in high school. This song is apparently about salmon. Yes. Salmon. But it's a fun and quirky song, I like it! My fav part is:

Salmon: did you know?.............. *long pause*

Fatlip: WHAT?!

Hahahahahha that part always cracks me up! So anyways, I hope you enjoy this song! :D

Cameo Lover

I like this version better than the album version :3

Australian Bands!

Growing up in Australia, I was exposed to a lot of music genres. Their local music was of course amazeballs! Geez, I almost forgot about these guys! If it wasn't for Running Man using them as a soundtrack, I would have never listened to them again! I used to listen to them a lot during junior high, and I was in loooove with them ahahaha. Here are two of my fav songs from the Rogue Traders :3

And my ultimate fav Australian baaand of all: Sneaky Sound System! I think they got me into liking electronic music in the first place XD Looking back to what I've listened to, I guess I understand why I'm into electronic music now. They're an Australian band, so I guess they don't have the generic pop music American music have. Like seriously, I can't listen to the radio because most of the music that are playing are so generic, they all sound the saame! Enjoy this track, this really brings me back to junior high hahahahaa ooooh the awkward teenage phase I was in!

Dear You #1

Dear You,

I don't know if I've met you already, and I'm not sure you know me. I write this to you.. in a time where I have renewed myself. Where I have shed my past self, and gained a new identity. I am no longer what I used to be in the past. I guess I'm writing this to you... to always remind me of who I am.. I never want to look back and think that whoever I was, all my dreams and hopes that I have now don't matter at all. All the things I look up to, the things that made me a better person, the things that I want to do.. the person who I strive to be.. are important to me right now, and I don't want it to ever fade. I lost myself once for someone else, I don't want it to happen again.

Who am I now? I'm a happy-go-lucky girl. I make people laugh with my pranks and jokes. I listen to people and help with all that I can. I'm there for someone when they need me. I know how to say "no" and don't let people walk all over me. I have a goal in life where I help people. I want to start my own foundation! I want to connect with other people and learn their stories. I want to give off positive energy wherever I go. And I... want to know your name. Until I meet you.. I will be waiting.

From,
Me

Are You Ready?

"Whatever comes, you can't run away. You have to face it. I need you to be strong. I'm giving you one last chance. Are you ready?" -Dad

... I am dad. I won't let you down any further. I've got this, I know I can do it because I can take a hell of a beating, and I know God has faith in me, as I do in Him. I found my way now, and I will hold on until I die.